Mood:Cold literally brr...Mellow
SOC :"moment of Decay" by Manson
Topic: Good Natured Banter
::warning when I wrote this I was bieng serious but now after rereading it I see that it may come off as sarcastic it's not::
Man it's cold it's like Ill Nino rolled up in this peace.
Well my people the crisis at Libro Bay has been neutralized I presume. It made....what 4 major blog stations? A lot of people were telling me to mind my business but they sure weren't minding theirs...truth not smart ass staement
Anyway,My actions were explained to two people and that's it. They can do with it what they like, but I'm done I did what I was out to do.(I do what I do because I like to do it. sorry clockwork orange insert) People as odd as they are as complex are at the same time very predicable...I know where most of the chips would fall but a few did surprise me but really it was all predisposed. Anyway like I said I would I thought about being selfish, conceited, shallow, arrogant, and weak. And have come to the conclusion that ^-^ Yeah it's there me being a mere mortal and all, but hopefully not as obviously as some of my more...hehe loveable qualities.
Selfish sure why not...I'll even provide an example if I can think of one--Oh I stole nancy's OJ today...of course she hates the OJ so I don't know if that counts. Concieted sure that too ^-^ Haven't we all gone--good Lord thank you I'm way better looking than that poor shmoo over there. Shallow...hmm let me think on this one...well I told my mom I'd stop hanging out with her if she bought an old lady handbag I think that constitutes. Arrogant...yeah yeah this one is an easy cop up--I'm overly confident in my abilities to do basically anything I guess that's arrogancy or would that be pride in a negative way? Weak of course I am like I said mortal...I can't really find a pin point moment I want to share here but I can think of many.
So there it is you guys are all right I won't argue if it's the truth simple as that and more than that Childish ^-^ I am very childish on many levels and you've all seen it in different degrees.
I'm not ashamed of who I am or what I do because I know there's always room for improvement and change. For some of you guys hehe this is rock bottom, for others this is as good as it gets,(the way I am with you I mean) but I think Jhonen said it best on the last page you know?
But I think Danny said something even better.
Kim will do what is best for Kim.
Danny my well-o-wisdom....he said once to me a long time ago that any decision you make you have to make sure you can live with the aftermath...so true and so far I'm still breathing...I sleep okay...and I have okay health (at least I did before the pollen) so ::nodds:: I think I covered everything.
SOC :"moment of Decay" by Manson
Topic: Good Natured Banter
::warning when I wrote this I was bieng serious but now after rereading it I see that it may come off as sarcastic it's not::
Man it's cold it's like Ill Nino rolled up in this peace.
Well my people the crisis at Libro Bay has been neutralized I presume. It made....what 4 major blog stations? A lot of people were telling me to mind my business but they sure weren't minding theirs...truth not smart ass staement
Anyway,My actions were explained to two people and that's it. They can do with it what they like, but I'm done I did what I was out to do.(I do what I do because I like to do it. sorry clockwork orange insert) People as odd as they are as complex are at the same time very predicable...I know where most of the chips would fall but a few did surprise me but really it was all predisposed. Anyway like I said I would I thought about being selfish, conceited, shallow, arrogant, and weak. And have come to the conclusion that ^-^ Yeah it's there me being a mere mortal and all, but hopefully not as obviously as some of my more...hehe loveable qualities.
Selfish sure why not...I'll even provide an example if I can think of one--Oh I stole nancy's OJ today...of course she hates the OJ so I don't know if that counts. Concieted sure that too ^-^ Haven't we all gone--good Lord thank you I'm way better looking than that poor shmoo over there. Shallow...hmm let me think on this one...well I told my mom I'd stop hanging out with her if she bought an old lady handbag I think that constitutes. Arrogant...yeah yeah this one is an easy cop up--I'm overly confident in my abilities to do basically anything I guess that's arrogancy or would that be pride in a negative way? Weak of course I am like I said mortal...I can't really find a pin point moment I want to share here but I can think of many.
So there it is you guys are all right I won't argue if it's the truth simple as that and more than that Childish ^-^ I am very childish on many levels and you've all seen it in different degrees.
I'm not ashamed of who I am or what I do because I know there's always room for improvement and change. For some of you guys hehe this is rock bottom, for others this is as good as it gets,(the way I am with you I mean) but I think Jhonen said it best on the last page you know?
But I think Danny said something even better.
Kim will do what is best for Kim.
Danny my well-o-wisdom....he said once to me a long time ago that any decision you make you have to make sure you can live with the aftermath...so true and so far I'm still breathing...I sleep okay...and I have okay health (at least I did before the pollen) so ::nodds:: I think I covered everything.
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